And I remember those moments
that could have become more,
The moments that
were more than I expected,
And the moments
that were exactly
how they should've been,
And those moments
we wished we could've erased.
I know you're here still
Though I no longer see you
Every day.
I wonder if you feel me
Like I feel you
Sometimes
whenever I ask
Or need you with me.
Do you see me in your dreams?
Do we have the same conversations?
Do you wonder if some of it was real
When you wake and start to remember
Or know that you've seen me
And heard my voice
Asked the questions we never said
Started down that road
We couldn't here.
Do you wonder if it was love
Or something else?
A bond built on a toxic mingle
Of separate histories that intersected
For a flash, a moment, a breath,
A piece of darker blue sky.
I still don't know exactly what to say.
Do you?
Could we even speak
Or would the words get in the way?
Would it be better to speak with silence?
Would it get through?
Would it matter
Enough to change the ending?
Or would it remain the same?
